So I was reflecting one post that was posted here somewhere 3 years ago, a few days before I enlisted.

Today I'm out for recruitment base, to get my very well earned discharge of the army, pay my due and take my leave Going to be fun, I hope. Going to laugh at all those young, sorry lads which are enlisting today. May Bog would have mercy on their service.


Cheers lads, I'll be a citizen before noon

"...England IDF

The good with the bad.
The nightmares with the dreams.
The friends and the enemies.
At war and at peace.
In love and in hate.
Through the hard and through the easy.

Came in a Child, going out a Man.

Thailand IDF.
Over and Out."


That's it, de-facto I'm not a soldier anymore. Just started my discharge vacation.
I'm free, on almost any aspect of the word that I seem to value.

You know that feeling of "Gone, and would never ever be the same again?"
The last time I had that feeling was after the graduation party of high school. Seems like that old thing never tires out of being one of the most confusing emotions I have.

Right now i'm trying to digest that thing, a better explanation would follow.

It's my birthday today, i'm 21. That means i'm legally allowed to drink alcohol in the states. Of course, that doesn't mean much as I live in Israel, where you are allowed to join the army (and thus, risk you life) and drink at the same age. 18.
That said, i'm almost through with the army in total - just a week away from my very honorably earned legal discharge after long three years of service. Had my fun though.

It's been great time, but now I must move on
Got me a new computer, that thing is a monster of plastic and electronics, my father's idea of how to spend hard earned money.

Well, it's also my tool of the trade, so I guess I need to start putting it into good use.

Cheer's mates. Life ain't so bad when you look on the bright side

It's been a month since my grandfather passed away. I feel a little bit better now. We held a little ceremony, according to the Jew religion. I'm not much of a religious person, but it made grandma feel good, so we went all the way with that. It's important for the ones we love.

I'm having a lot of inspiration lately, though most of it I vent into creating stories and heroes in my head, basically creating a basic line for any type of RPG I would ever want to play. Lately i'v been dubbling mostly with High-Fantasy styles and superheroes, heavily effected form a friend of mine in the military which favors those kinds of plays.

Currently working on more pictures of Ores'Nan - my main Warhammer 40K character, along with Kra'El, the secondary one.
Also, in planning, a picture of Silven Chais, a super hero based on a personal interpretation of the Dragon Myth in ancient china.

Have a good time ya'll.

It's a tough time now, so i'll make it short.
My grandfather passed away last weekend.
I've got two memorials for friend who fell in the war.
And to top it all, it's all squeezed along with some of the hottest, most annoying days I have ever had in the military.

Tough luck.

Life goes on, this is the only way.
At least my muse ain't quite dead yet, and she helps me through.